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Worship / Music / Entertainment

Went to a church worship concert today... Guest: Parachute band, came... a lot of people came.. The worship was loud... Everyone was jumping around... The music was loud, the music was rock... And there was even a rap... But something wasn't right for me... Something just wasn't right...

To me... This was too much of a concert, than a worship service for God... There wasn't any prayer... Not much talking to the Lord.. Just music... Music music... Rock, pop, rap... I dunno is it only me, i couldn't pray, i couldn't worship... I could only stare at the stage, and tears just flowed... Tears just flowed... I was scared... Really scared... That I sobbed... The tears wouldn't stop...

Scared and afraid that a worship will no longer be a worship anymore... That a worship will be like a concert, all the lights, all the music, all the rock and roll and no God... Worship has became so complicated... So very complicated.. Electric guitar, rock, rap, fast songs, etc... That... that... people no longer know what worship is... Just so consumed in the music, in the rhythm, jumping around, lifting hands, kneeing, closing eyes and doing things without why, that God is no longer in the centre... Enjoyment and entertainment probably is.. There is just so much of entertainment in worship... Worship is no longer a worship...

God I am scared that worship will be lost... That You, God will be lost... Everything will be lost... God will You bring the church back? Will You bring us back to the heart of worship? Will You help us? Help us God... Help us... Bring us back to You...